Wednesday, October 15, 2008

In a funk

I've been in a funk for a while. That's the only way I know to name it. I'm feeling halfway depressed, very low on energy and motivation, and just overwhelmed by life's daily tasks.

I'm wondering if part of it is my cycles trying to come back since I stopped birth control after Bryan's "procedure" back in July. Could also be lack of sleep since Zach is still waking up at night--so far, he's been the worst sleeper of the three. Mostly, it's probably the demands of mothering three small ones that still need so much attention from me.

Some days, I just want to pull the covers up and not come out. Somebody's needing something all the time. It seems hardly a minute goes by that I'm not doing something for one of my little people:)

Then I know how quickly they're growing up and I feel bad for feeling bad--don't ya love mother's guilt?

Anywho, I'm going to take a hiatus from blogging and try to focus more attention on the necessary. I'll peep in on you fellow bloggers here and there. Hope you don't miss me too much! ;)


Susan said...

I totally understand! Although my three are older now and don't require quite as much, I do remember the days when they were little. Hang in there!!! Just say lots of prayers and hang on....I'll be praying for you!

Anonymous said...

I remember.

I'm just starting to get some of my old life back...and even then, I have to redirect energies to care for people.

Those years were "survival" years for me. If we made it to the day with everyone alive, it was a huge mark on the board.

Keep up the great work.

I will miss you, but I know where to find you.

Nicki said...

Hi, just came across your blog and I noticed you were down. I am not much on blogging as I am reading blogs, and I just wanted to say that the good lord only gives us what he knows we can handle. So keep your head up and love those babies up! I like to soak myself into projects when I get like this. Anywho! Smile...its contagious!
-Fellow Mom