Oh well...

I'm the chairperson for the nursery commitee at our church. Tonight is a committee work night. I thought I should try to be there to see if anything is needed. I made the decision to stay home this time. Zachary is really fussy today--not sure if it's colic, gas, overtired or what, but he's barely slept today and wants to nurse more frequently. Could be one of those growth spurts that babies have--the first one usually hits around this time, at 6 weeks.

So, I'm not there, but feeling guilty nonetheless. Telling myself though to give myself some slack and know that I'll have more freedom for doing things outside the home soon enough, without so much planning around baby's schedule and moods.